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I am just going to blog throw up this at you just to get it off my chest. School is not going well for me this year. I thought we started off well but in the last two weeks I feel like my whole job has just turned against me. Every move I make is scrutinized by someone. Nothing is ever good enough! I come home crying and frustrated DAILY! I leave for work at the last possible moment crying just so I don't have to be there any longer than I have to. It's not even the fact that I have to work. I love teaching! I love that I get to impact a child with more than just education. I get to love them all day long. I just want a little bit of encouragement. Someone to say,"Good Job!" or "I like how you taught that lesson on snails!". I am just so frustrated! Jared has done a great job of trying to encourage me...I am just being so stubborn about it all! I am questioning if I missed the Lord's call to stay at this school when last year I didn't know. I was so sure that this is where he wants me but now I just don't know! Did I hear him wrong??? I need some mighty prayers warriors to raise up and help me fight against failure. It is making my every thought about everything negative. I need LIFE, JOY and HOPE for this situation. I know I can't do it on my own so I am asking you to share my burden and lift us up if you get a chance.